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Monday, April 30, 2007

had rehearsal at SCH today. sucked la, think it's a waste of money loh. and tjco, BUCK UP!

after that went pizzahut at bedok central with huqin people. wha i tel u ah. that place is SHIT la. come on man, the service was damn lousy and they dare to call it EXPRESS LUNCH when we werent even served food or drinks for 30mins la. sux loh. den that bloody waitress like wan do dun wan do lidat. damn pissed off la. den wen i told her off den she jus walked away lidat man. what kinda fucking attitude isit!? den i complain to the manager, of cos, being the manager, she was DAMN NICE. bloody hell, i let her off cos of her manager la, not cos u pretty. oh, and did i say? her face is SHIT ok. even uglier than the ugliest on earth la. that kind of caobin. the manager was very very nice and she APOLOGISED, not like that stupid f-face waitress la, only know how to find bloody excuses. HELLO~ shortage of staff is YOUR problem, since when does the customers have to suffer becos of YOUR problem. for your fucking information, we are EXPECTED to pay SERVICE CHARGE, not like as if u are working for free la. SERVICE ZERO. be glad i dint go all the way to the newpapers to complain u sia. i was on the verge of swearing and breaking things in the restaurant liao ok. luckily im in uniform, or u sure dun haf customers for the rest of the day. GRR~

yes, and the manager, she threw in 2 garlic bread for us free la. damn nice of her, until i felt so guilty for telling her off. wha, u guys shld see my face man. haha, i can imagine... den in the end we prolly waited for more than an hour till we were served our mains la. and it's the manager who personally served us. THANK YOU! i cannt rmb her name, but i know is Zhang smth smth. so yea, thanks.

anyways, i found CHEESE LOVERS! and they're crazier than me! PEIFEN n HUIYI.

haha.

alrites, enough for today.

rach @ 10:41 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

great day man. today was uber high! haha. was laughing away crazily with yinyue during econs. LOL. i thot i was mad too. nvm.

harry sent me the hongloumeng OST ystd. damn freakin nice la! heart melt.

anyways, xuLS heard of our hongloumeng concert last year at esplanade. he even had two free tix from his friend who know the soloist! but he dint go. sad. haha.

during co dinner break, i bought waffle back and ate in co room(shhh..). den crapped a lot with Nerd. haha. den was comparing FOREHEADS! so cool la. ive really yet to see someone's forehead smaller than mine. in my 17yrs of life! but randy's tong2 lei4 la... den when we started prac, was chatting with jr until he suddenly msged this: " why ur forehead so small 1?" i freaked out totally la! haha, i dint even say anything about it loh. we were jus chatting abt tian xiao's recital and he suddenly said that. GHOST LA!

after co, vanessa's dad fetched us hime in his LORRY! GOSH, SO COOL MAN! haha, den we joked alot at the back. there was jocelyn, yihui, xuan, heng, me and.....XU LAO SHI! haha. den crapped a lot. and, xuLS plays the pipa man, so cool. and he even joined nanying b4! gosh.

he was threatening me that if i took, he'll fail my compo..

wadeva, now hafta do GP essay and pass to zhongwei! grrr...

rach @ 10:45 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

a late post. was doing stupid PI and GPP just now. but nvm, since i have not gone to sleep, this is still considered 22april to me.

the same time two years ago. we went to our first syf, played for the first time on the stage of SCH, grabbed each other's hands while waiting for results to be announced, and we got our first ever medal: GOLD... we hugged, we cried, we laughed, we screamed, we celebrated, we cheered, we sang. now, we're seperated. but im sure everyone will still remember that day. that day that brought so much memories, that day that added so many different colours to our lives.

now two years later, the change was too great. went to SCH to listen to AJCO's rehearsal. i dont know what to feel. im just feeling..empty. where's our spirit? where's our jiayous? where's our bia-ings? where's our sense of urgency? it's less than 20 days to syf and they are still thinking of shifting manpower, replacing people, arguing, demoralising people. when will we ever have the mood to prac like how everybody did in sec sch!? selfish thoughts, childish arguements, please, stop it okay? stop stressing everybody up, dun add unnecessary stress to urself. we are supposed to find joy in playing music, not stress. cca and co is not entirely about syf and competition. you gota find joy in it too man. relaxation.

anyways, i got myself another ring. but i couldnt find the one that i had, not even similar pattern. its a totally different thing. and people out there should know how i hate changes and how i can never adapt to changes...

rach @ 2:14 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

he's the one who never fail to hold the door for me. he's the one with that pair of warm, huge hands. he's the first guy who held my hand and walked me across the road. he's the one...

rach @ 7:31 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

Had an emo week.

Went for SYF Presentation auditions today at DHS. Lost my ring. SHIT. My ring. The ring that followed me for 3yrs. The ring that I will never want to take off unless necessary. It was love at first sight. I got that ring even though it was a size bigger. There's no way I can find it back again. I miss it. I MISS YOU.

Took a bus back. Stupid me. I sat rooted to the bloody cushion for 2 whole hrs before changing to another bus. DUMB. I still believed that taking bus will be much faster than taking MRT.

Thought of a lot of things on the way home. Was listening to 1st lady's song. The one that i had on my blog when we were still together. I heard it over and over again. Mixed feelings. I missed you. I love you. And i hate you because i loved you.

rach @ 9:04 PM