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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

im too fucking naive. and i take people's words too seriously. i shld have known better than to go back. i shld have stuck to my original decision and not let the same thing happen a second time, being dumped and forgotten for food. NEVER say smth u dun mean. esp to me. cos it hurts and upsets me alot. '信任'讓我流了不少眼淚. '孤獨' '寂寞'也讓我流了不少淚水. it may seem like a very little thing to you guys, and that there's no fucking reason why i shld be angry. but to me, its smth that i cannot tolerate, smth that i cant forgive. i hate to be left to do things alone and i hate people who say things that they dun mean. 'anything' is a huge word to me. and never say it if u dun mean it. u guys spoilt my day. and i mean it.

rach @ 9:13 PM

i haven blogged about monday's sy prac. it was the funnest prac ever. cos we had huqin bonding! haha, YAY! finally got to knw more people in sy. we played in the musicians restroom while tby and chuida was rehearsing their song. had very violent games and very dangerous games. darts flew everywhere in the room. ok, not everywhere, but, yea, u get it. michelle was our main source of entertainment that night (does it sound wrong? im sorry...) shall upload the video when i get home, i dont have the cable with me now.

anyways, some very ngeow teacher just talked to me and asked me if i knew wads my job scope. shit. have i done smth wrong? like, what im doing now? haha. she said smth like hope i uds why she called me to do stuff and all that. isit cos my face is always black? hmmmm...

rach @ 10:31 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

i seriously cant stand that bitch anymore. i totally wanna expose her, but ive gotta protect my friend. i cant believe that somebody out there is like, badmouthing me to everyone she knows and everything that comes out of her mouth is like, SO FAKE. comeon man, GROW UP. stop lying you bitch. YOU are also going arnd acting very seh, what gives u the right to tell others off on ur blog? if YOU think ure on par with me in terms of erhu, PLEASE, look back and think, WHO TAUGHT YOU UR BASICS? ME. excuse me la, i played gaohu longer than u ever touched erhu. i am not THE erhu player only ok? i was ever been made a concert master. not like you, kicked out from SOME section cos ur were simply too lousy. and since when did u have a gh? why the hell did u need one when you NVR ever played one in orch b4? what rubbish for the past 4 yrs? comeon la, TODAY shall be the day that u get EXPOSED. in front of the person you thought knows nth abt music. -.- you think you can fool him? GROW UP. if you really really BADLY wanna be on par with me, go pass ur diploma first. not just simply hold on to that grade4 cert that u barely passed and made it.

rach @ 7:37 AM

Monday, April 27, 2009

i told myself that ive gotta be patient with the people working with me. SO, im gonna continue blogging while that pathetic person across this table continues ranting abt her work experiences at various hotels and how her previous employers are SOOOO satisfied with her. and why this current employer is picking on her.

wells, had a great day last saturday. woke up like, fking late for theory lessons. when i got there, the teacher said that the day's lesson had to be cut short =S which is 50% shorter than planned= 1.5 hrs. wells, that lesson was quite enjoyable. then van and i went to pei huiyi lunch cos she's a pig. then went back to SCH. wanted to listen to SCO's rehearsal for that night's concert, but the backdoor was locked, and it's too paiseh to walk from the front, so i went back to practice rooms to train van's aural. time passed quite quickly and so did aural lesson. asked mr watson abt blues and jazz music after lesson, HE'S A PRO ok. i love his music. =]] then went to talk to zhang a bit and he agreed to send the both of us home after concert in his NEW CAR. haha. owells, had dinner with van and khimtian at the corner coffeeshop opp amoy street hawker centre. the food there is not bad and the prices are very resonable =] then went back to SCH again for concert.

cheryong's last concert with SCO, tts why i had to pull van to go with me no matter wad. HAHA. no la, actually we've been wanting to watch this guanzi concert since the season booklet was out. WE BOTH LOVE GUANZI! damn beautiful ok the sound. van had been considering cos the ticket prices werent cheap, but since i told her i must watch this concert, she went with me =DD thankyou! anyways, the concert was GREAT. simply great. hanlei is DAMN ZAI! well, the robin person was not bad too. but i dun like the chinese song he sang :( 姑娘十八一朵花。 some 老歌。but the english oldies he sang was not bad la. and i love the 'jazz pizzicato' and 'silk road' song. anyways, after concert, went to Q for autograph. and then looked for cheryong. had wanted to take photo with him during the intermission, but he dint see my msg :( then i called him (luckily i did) and found out that he was already AT THE CARPARK! omg. haha. then got him to come back to take photo with me then went to zhang's car =] owells, had a great talk with zhang, and gained alot of musical insights. learnt more abt music and understood the rationale behind the judging. and, i think after the ride, zhang's beginning to feel that im some spy of cheryong's. haha.

he was wearing very casually. van shld have taken the lower half of our bodies man. haha

sorry, very incoherrent. im at work u see... cant be on the net for too long.

rach @ 1:10 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

TOTAL YAYNESS!

cos i worked OT ystd, i ended work at 1530 today. AND THEN AND THEN. i went to meet my mum at vivo and finally bought my GUESS wallet!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!

anyways my mum was super tempted by the 30%, so she decided to buy a watch. a not-so-formal-and-more-rugged watch.

actual price was $208 and after discount was $145+! damn worth.

and NOW. my wallet =]

please tell me its pretty =]]
U.P:$69.90
after discount: <$50

DAMN 爽 NOW!

rach @ 11:14 PM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

i seriously CANNOT STAND people who are less intelligent than me. talking to them is a CHORE. people who totally CANT PRONOUNCE 80% of the words coming out of her mouth. GOSH. kill me. myrowcope. gosh MICROSCOPE dear. MI-CRO-SCOPE. shit. and the worse thing is she MUST do smth. even if there's ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do, she she MUST look for smth to do. she'll start watering plants 100 and 1 times, clear the rubbish bins like as if rubbish will multiply by themselves. GAWD. and if there's really NTH she can find to do, she'll start TALKING. omg. she'll start mubbling, rattling, complaining abt the same thing 101 times, complain abt fellow workers, the 'promotion' and 'demotion' of fellow workers, complain abt teachers, saying 'today the weather very warm'. omgomgomgomg. i need some SANE people here. SAVE ME.

and i equally cannot stand people who KEEP REPEATING the SAME POINT over and over and over and over and over again in 4 sentences. and saying "you understand or not" at the end of every other sentence. bloody hell. OF COS i understand. im afterall an Alvl grad. PLEASE. dun insult my intelligence. and i dun understand why is she SO persistent abt the COLOUR of paper napkins we're using for SPA. yes, i uds that we've gotta be FAIR during exams, but i dun see whats wrong with half the lab using WHITE paper napkins and the other half using GREEN paper napkins. - -'" she insist on looking for the other packet of WHITE paper napkins and insist that i CHANGE THE GREEN ONES. wha lau eh, do the same thing 2 times, VERY TIRING. there is NO DIFFERENCE! bloody hell. green paper napkins can absorb water equally well and they DO NOT absorb ur braincells. green paper napkins DO NOT MAKE YOU STUPID. omg.

rach @ 11:55 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

HAHAHAHAHA! im IN SCHOOL. brought my hp cable. shall upload photos now =]

Here's the crystal growing solution. Note the shiny shiny thingys in the bottle. Those are the crystals.

This are the mini crystal bits.

THIS is the CRYSTAL. The one that the teacher's growing for competition. SO COOL! It's really clear except for one small part in the centre. Then the teacher was DAMN SAD. and today, he cldnt find his multipurpose plug to plug in his heater. he was DAMN DAMN SAD. haha.

AND NOW. cheer chen's concert! WHOOOOOOOOOOTS~ i love my uncle ok. he very 疼我. And he promised to gime HIS own collection of concert photos. GARY'S, cheer's and JJ's. =DDDDD

SECOND ROW!!!!!

SO PRETTY! =D

下个星期去英国 is a very sad song about friendship. 绮贞：“年轻的时候我们会有一两个无话不谈的好朋友，突然之间发现，他带着他的梦想越走越远，或许是你带着你的梦想越走越远，却不敢再回到他面前..." (from simin's blog)
SUPER HIGH CROWD! sorry ah, very blur photos :(

THIS is why they are high.

Everyone had a helmet on when she put on hers. Damn cute the 画面。

AUTOGRAPHED TICKETS! i have 3 leh. can put on ebay to sell. HAHA.

rach @ 7:42 AM

Friday, April 17, 2009

我希望有人能在天上代替我好好地照顧你...

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.'
Mary Ann - age 4

rach @ 9:09 PM

SIGH! im AT WORK now. damn bored. today's the school's sports day = no lessons = nothing to do. ok la, i laminated hundreds of periodic tables this morning and it took me like, 2 hrs.. - -'" then i poured chemicals for next week's SPA. then i went to the teacher's pantry for lunch cos 6 teachers were promoted and they catered food. LEE WEE & bros. wow. haha.

and i played bejeweled on fb since 2pm. and im damn bored now. 45 min more to home time. i thought of bugging khangleng. but she's like, WORKING now. so i 不好意思。and now. i feel like shitting. SIGH. 懒人屎尿多。

rach @ 3:41 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

i was too lazy to blog. lets forget about the period of 低潮 after i got my Alvls results. and the very sad period of time when i realised that cheryong has resigned from sco. owells, there's still good and happy stuffs to talk about! =]

CHEER CHEN'S concert! as usual, free tickets from my uncle. second row seats, right SMACK in front of the centre of the stage. i asked for the tickets only 5 days before the concert. was hoping for my uncle's reply. which is he no sound no picture for 4 days. not even an sms. THEN he called me on SATURDAY MORNING to tell me he got 1 ticket. which is SAD. then i asked for another one. and got XIANHUI to go with me. the concert was HIGH~ higher than sodagreen's. cheer was great, esp when its just her and her guitar. and and and. the eguitarist is DAMN ZAI! omg. 神. i took pictures with my phone. it looks super clear on my phone but in actual fact, it was quite blur. shall upload another time cos im AT WORK now, and the photos are not inside the school's laptop. LOLOLOL! shall kop the great photos that my uncle has. SUPER CLOSE UP. to the extent that you see her 毛孔.

and ive started WORK. omg. at st. theresa's convent, somewhere in harbourfront area. gosh, damn tiring to wake up at 530 each day. gotta adjust my bioclock. so used to slping at 4 and waking up at 12. SIGH. work wise, its fine, quite slack at times and very busy at times. there was mock SPA the week i started work. and, SPA period next week (read: hell). the aunties here are very nice and the teachers are rather friendly. and i got to see the beautiful crystals that this chem teacher is growing. SO NICE! omg, i shall upload the picture in my next post.

alrights, enough of updates, now time to get back to WORK. haha.
P.S.: im actually waiting for my lunch. =]

rach @ 11:15 AM