a late post. was doing stupid PI and GPP just now. but nvm, since i have not gone to sleep, this is still considered 22april to me.
the same time two years ago. we went to our first syf, played for the first time on the stage of SCH, grabbed each other's hands while waiting for results to be announced, and we got our first ever medal: GOLD... we hugged, we cried, we laughed, we screamed, we celebrated, we cheered, we sang. now, we're seperated. but im sure everyone will still remember that day. that day that brought so much memories, that day that added so many different colours to our lives.
now two years later, the change was too great. went to SCH to listen to AJCO's rehearsal. i dont know what to feel. im just feeling..empty. where's our spirit? where's our jiayous? where's our bia-ings? where's our sense of urgency? it's less than 20 days to syf and they are still thinking of shifting manpower, replacing people, arguing, demoralising people. when will we ever have the mood to prac like how everybody did in sec sch!? selfish thoughts, childish arguements, please, stop it okay? stop stressing everybody up, dun add unnecessary stress to urself. we are supposed to find joy in playing music, not stress. cca and co is not entirely about syf and competition. you gota find joy in it too man. relaxation.
anyways, i got myself another ring. but i couldnt find the one that i had, not even similar pattern. its a totally different thing. and people out there should know how i hate changes and how i can never adapt to changes...
